Saturday, June 12, 2010


Well everyone just so you know i did do the 5k and i did it in 45 min so i accomplished my goal. and i have almost lost 10lbs after starting weight watchers so thats good. i am feeling very down on my self right now. i cant pin point really why... guess it could just be the mixed signals that i am getting... i hate it. but oh well need to get over it. good thing i didnt get my hopes up. Oh i am up at camp tomahawk again so i will keep you posted at what is going on up there staff week starts tomorrow.

Friday, June 4, 2010


Hey everyone! So i am going to run a 5K tomorrow!! i am so excited! the last time i ran a 5K was when i was in 3rd grade and i made my sister walk with me. my goal is to finnish in under an hour.. it shouldnt be to hard that would just be about a 15 min mile so very do able!! i am so excited i will let you know how it goes tomorrow!!

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Payson Lakes

So our camping trip to Payson Lakes actually went rather good. One of the girls bailed in the last min so we invited Karina to come. It was fun and didnt rain and there was no drama!!! great fun for sure. someone broke like 3 bottles of apple beer when we were unloading that was about the worst thing that happen. There was snow that i fell knee deep in! luckly Nate was there to help me out :). i am glad i went it was a blast. Now I get to go up to work at camp. I leave the 7th.... the date has changed for reasons that will not be released. Keep smiling!!! :D

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Camping love triangles?

So tomorrow I am going camping!!! Well I just realized that there are like two love triangles lol. So i am going to go into detail so you can see how interesting this weekend is going to be. So we will start with... uh lets start with Scott. Well Scott is my ex boyfriend, we dated for maybe 2 or 3 months in high school. and then we will go to me. Well i have thing thing for a guy named Nate and yeah its not like a big thing... well its more a new thing. So now Nate. Nate kinda likes this girl Rachel but you see Rachel has a missonary so she is not really interested in Nate. Then you have Jessica (starting the new triangle) Jessica has this guy Alex and Alex is Miles brother. See Miles and Jessica broke up like 3 weeks ago.... so Jessica has had a thing for Alex for a little bit. And then there is Steven, my brother who really doesn't have much connection so he gets to sit back and enjoy the entertainment. well i guess he has a little crush on Jessica... but he doesn't care that much lol.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Learn to Pay Attention

This picture is one I took at Yosemite National Park. It was the strangest thing i just was on a walk when i looked down and saw this in the water. It was one of the beautiful things i had ever seen this picture doesn't even do it justice. Well i was thinking about how many things, beautiful things that people just pass by every day. The sunset, a rainbow, a small flower, the night sky. Some times in this day and age where there is so much technology and the world is moving so fast its hard to just slow down to see what small simple pleasures our heavenly father has put here for us. Sometimes its hard for me because there is more then just a pretty sunset for me to be looking for. Sometimes I am moving so fast I think I am missing answers to my prayers. thats so hard sometimes but i really believe that its worth it to slow down and actually pay attention. maybe even in love. maybe the right guy or girl is there and we just need to slow down are really look at what's around us who knows what could happen :) we could change the world.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

When I am With You

When I think of you,
My world is turned upside down!
When I think of you,
I start to cry!
When I think of you,
My heart brakes!
Then why is it when I am with you,
My heart sings out with joy!
Why is it when I am with you,
I am no longer sick!
Why is it when I am with you ,
I am no longer scared!
Why is it when I am with you,
I want to be with you for the rest of my life!
No one knows what the future holds for us two,
All I ask is that you never leave my side,
If we are ever separated, Promise me you'll find me!
If you decide to go another way, Take me with you!
I love you to death, i couldn't imagine a life without you!
Stay beside me trough the night,
Stay beside me!

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Why does it have to be so hard

Today was a very tough day for me. I got home from St. George and I realized i needed to get something for work. I had to call this person who I basically had a huge crush on last summer... and well i have not really gotten over him. so it took me 20 min thinking about what i was going to say to not sound crazy, I was just going to leave a simple message on his voice mail ask him to email me the info. Anyways.. it rang twice and he picked up. I couldn't help but hesitate. I ended up getting everything i needed to out, but actually hearing his voice just opened a door i had been trying to hide. I was doing ok with the whole thing. I know he is not worth it beacuse if he was... then he would actually care. so I know its something I just got to get over. Reading my friends blog, he talked about his heart screaming!! My poor heart is screaming its wanting to be loved. I am wanting to be love. I want someone to spoil and be able to text and say good morning. I dont know really where he is. i know prince charming is somewhere... he just seems to be lost or something. I am almost at the point of giving up on him.